| Title: money.
Posted: Friday, December 18, 2009 @ 2:00 AM |
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haha. this is what? second day of hols and i haven't spent a nice day at home contemplating crap that i shouldn't be thinking about.
i've spent time reading fanfics when i'm at home because at least it distracts me. i prefer gangster and crime ones though. more fun. however they influence me to find an asian gang and annoy the heck outta them.
i mean i was actually contemplating sitting in a park at night for some strange reason. i need to do something with my life. seriously.
either that, or i'll spend my days walking around the city looking for something to do. or a freaking job.
yeah on the topic of a job, i think im beginning to memorise the entire "do you know how hard it is to work for BLAH BLAHH" speech. my parents use it on me so much, i think it's beginning to wear off its use.
i also hate how my mum uses all these guilt trips with me. it's freaking annoying. using guilt on me works a lot but it really annoys me because it's just forcing me to do something.
apparently i'm not allowed to get a plan now. why? because 19 bucks a month is 'just too much' for me. according to my parents you use phone for "emergencies only" which include: finding people when you're out, calling for pick up etc, calling when you're about to freaking die.
greeeeeaaaat. i hate being first kiddo. makes me have to convince parents that my life is perfectly normal for someone my age, and that 30 bucks of credit for 6 months is a horrible and stupid idea.
i have a social life thanks. i sure don't have a proper life or anything, but i have a social life. and also, what the hell am i meant to do when i can't sleep? no duh, text or go daydreaming. daydreaming is not healthy especially when you have such strange sleeping patterns at me, and therefore you half believer these random thoughts are real because you think about it way too much.
for instance i thought about having a packet of oreos for a while (dont ask. i have random thoughts). and when hungry i went searching for said pack of oreos. apparently said packet didnt exist... or was eaten last week. i don't remember/care.
back on the topic i'm just going to have to compromise. i don't really care anymore. my excuses are..
- bday + xmas pressie combined <3
- i'll drop singing.
- i guess you can reduce my allowance. again.
- i got straight a's didnt i?
- i'll work harder next year.
excuse no.3 is something i use a lot actually. at the start of year 7 it was actually 30 bucks per week. it went down to 25 to compromise for something. i cant remember. it went down to 20 when i felt guilty for using so much money.
you see. im kinda desperate now. i'm considering looking for a job too. and when i say job i mean like pre uni shit and all that. asian places that let underage people get some goddamn money because their parents trap them in guilt.
dropping singing means $9 less a week. meaning a saving of $36 per month. meaning a $19 per month cap is saving you $17 because your daughters giving up on singing because she want a bloody phone.
the bday+xmas is something i use because i can actually use it. actually i asked for a phone on my bday since it was my 13th, but nothing happened. per usual. that is why i join them up together and it is twice as good. however, this doesnt always works and makes them say "you didn't ask for anything for your bday". and when you say you did, they say "i don't remember that. are you sure?". and keep on saying that until you shut the fuck up. however. im still using this.
straight a's meant an extra 20 bucks last year. THAT COUNTS AS SOMETHING! if used in something like this; i'm guessing they'll disregard the 20 bucks and be all like "oh~ yay you got straight a's!" and buy the goddamn phone.
job? i need a job. someone who wants to work in hursty come work with me. we'll go jobhunting or some crap because we need money and an excuse not to be home with mothers that demand you out of bed at 9 and make you do homework.
either that, or i'll.. i'll... i'll.. i dont know, pay for the cap myself. at least then they don't bug me about stupid things like "it's ou r money, we work for it. blah blah blah". heck i know how many hours you work and how much money you make per hour. i don't really know where all the money is going; but i sure know that it's a lot thats not accounted for in my head. and heck i think more money is being spent on vietnamese music videos than mine and jasons tutoring combined.
i'm probably sounding incredulously bitchy right now. and i half-understand why people bitch about things on blogs. but i still think bitching about someone that has access to the blog is pretty damn stupid.
come to think of it, i need to get a crap load of money for xmas, otherwise im screwed for boxing day sales. i have absolute zero as of now, although 20 is being lent off to someone. i have no problem with lending money as long as you give it back before 6 months have passed.
meanninnnng~ i'll ask all aunts and uncles for COLD. HARD. CASH. at least then i'll be able to use it, rather than random things like 'paper weavers' and such.
i'm also going to buy myself a new wardrobe and CLEAN my wardrobe. yeah sure it looks like i have a lot of clothes, but more than half i can't even fit. therefore - new wardrobe, new life, new phone... new life.
yeah i need a life. something to do. anything that seems interesting.
for a final note someone come get a job with mee ._. i'm not going to work with people who only speak chinese and have no one to talk to during hours of ticking and eye browsing.
haha. i apologise for the number of bitchy posts coming up lately. i've just felt the need to complain or something.
