Title:  new year.
Posted:  Thursday, December 31, 2009 @ 3:48 PM
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you know how sometimes people say 'on new years eve, if you get a dream that night, it'll come true'?

thats not a good thing here. had a horrible dream last night.

but the thing is, i didn't die (i die in most of my dreams, don't know why). but but but, i was sorta close to dying?

i have a lot of dreams concerning the beach now so yeah. the last time i had a dream about the beach was like.. 2 days ago or something - and i died there.

you're going to need to understand the first dream to get the second dream.

first dream - at beach, giant wave comes on (you know how we always hold hands for a big wave so none of us dissapear?), holding unknown person's hand and wave crashes down. while in a flurry of water, i let go of said person's hand and black out. yupp. i'm dead. and that is where i wake up to find my cousin and bro playing games.

second dream - same thing happens except when the wave crashes down i still let go of the hand, but like, emerge out of the water somewhere. unknown person calls for me only to realise im like. 50 metres away from them. said something like 'don't do that again' lecture lecture lecture. grabs hand again and waves come along.

quite seriously i'm thinking why do i have corresponding dreams. and they're at the beach. i don't think i have a chronic fear of water, and if i do then i haven't seen it act upon me yet.

as for the unknown person, i don't know who it is. quite seriously thats kind of creepy for me to dream myself haf getting drowned because i let go of someone i didn't know.

i don't know what these dreams are trying to tell me, but i probably should be careful when i go to the beach :L

i'm not scared of the beach, i actually love it. it's just the fear of being on a board or something with the strap on the ankle is where i get scared. as a kid i had a traumatizing event where i got thrashed around in the waves with a board attached to my leg, making me flip over and over and yeah.

but i'm fine with the beach other than that.

new years~ ahh~ chinese new year is coming around! money! yess!

anyway the way i sent 2009 off was what? spend the entire day on msn with the exception of going shopping, then at 10 go to my cousins to make mini pizzas cause i skipped dinner. i made a pizza face :D it was my pizza. and kimmy chopped him in half D;

instead of fireworks and crap, me and kim opened up sparklers and had fun drawing things in the air with them. i made a heart :3 see my dp~

kimmys so... innocent for a uni student i swear. she's never lit a lighter, never held a sparkler D:

anyway yeah, thats how i sent off my new year. also by a big texting round with people. i text a bit too much for someone who just got off no cred.

haha~

happy new year everyone <3