Title:  one more moment.
Posted:  Saturday, December 26, 2009 @ 12:17 AM
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sometimes i wish i had more time. i wish i had longer to do things and fulfill what i want and need to do.

but then again; i'm not a time traveller like mikuru am i?

i wish i had more time this year - i have 5 days left. 120 hours.

it means that i have survived this year. and that although things can piss me off and leave me depressed - i haven't done anything stupid yet.

why do i want more time then if i had just survived all that? because. i don't like the prospect of growing old. like everyone else in this world; i never want to grow old. i want to be forever young.

the least i can do is enjoy the rest of this year - and leave a memory of this year. remember when i said i would count whether this year would be a good one on whether it ended bad or not? it's even right now. it'll go up don't worry, as long as no one pisses me off or something bad happens or anything.

ahh~ onto happier topics. this is what i got for xmas:
- handbag (hehe~)
- bobble head mobile holder
- totoro disk~?
- bead kit thingo which included FREAKING PLIERS <3
- dress (pretty one at that.)
- pretty pretty bracelet that has broke nseveral times its not funny.
- $100
- new phone (a-coming)
- diary

best pressie? bracelet + pliers (i dont really care about the bead set but i can do stuff with it~)

i LOVE PLIERS. love love love them.

why? because my bracelet keeps breaking. why? i dont know it just does. its a silver heart bracelet with crystals and everything. its super pretty. however it's from goldmark and i dont have that many good experiences with said brand. their stuff keeps breaking for me. but then again; so does every other piece of jewelery i wear.

oh welL~ i have the utensils to fix it! haha.

since i'm onto lists at the moment, i'm leaving a list of what i need to buy tomorrow when i go shopping with trace:
- brown suede boots
- black stockings o.O
- a few skirts (a black one, high waist)
- tops (tanktops, singlet tops, shirts, long tops)
- flats (black)
- a few above knee dresses
- black cardigan
- that hoodie from cotton on in black <3
- BELTS (EMPHASISED. skinny belt black/white + bigger belt?)
- beanie
- jacket with a fur lined hood :D
- SWIMSUIT. EFFING SWIMSUIT THAT FITS.
- denim shorts
- jeans (grey, black, light blue)
- chucks (red hi-top)
- muhney. $$

i was joking bout the last one :L but i sure do need it if this is all i'm buying. the ones in grey are the ones i need more urgently. sooo yeah. i need to write it down somewhere..

the dresses and the skirts are for formal functions and crap. cause i feel really weird when i'm wearing shorts and a shirt and jacket and everyone else is wearing lacy little dresses and jewelery and everything.

haha i need a lot actually. it looks like i'm only buying for winter, but yeah all i really have are summer clothes. bah. humbug.

theres gonna be a lot of spending in the miscellaneous area too D: like random accessories and crap. as well as some things from the pharmacy and i need to get some instant food to survive on.

pschuuuu~ so much to buy.

i'm prepared to change quite a bit when new year hits. haha.

wish me luck~ <3