| Title: stars.
Posted: Saturday, December 5, 2009 @ 1:35 AM |
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oh god. im so bored that i resorted to counting the number of stars in my star jar. for the record i had to restart at least 10 times.
three hundred and ninety-one stars.
thats a lot actually. and to think it's in such a small bottle.. makes you wonder what would happen you had 1000 stars- no. a million stars.. what would it look like?
theyre small but pretty; and have had someone's fingers mold them from plain paper to something that can light up someone's face when seen.
i find my self unconsciously smiling at the small jar. it gives me this weird feeling thinking that all these stars; that are oh-so-small come together to make a pretty little ornament. that's that. im going MG next week and buying star paper. i need something to do this hols! im going to make my own little bottle of self-made happiness.
hehe. one day as an old woman i'll just have my little bottles of joy.
stars don't come up a lot where i live. so i might as well make my own goddamn twinkles.
full moons coming through my window is nice too. as long as it doesn't leave this ghostly white light then im fine.
HELL. IM SO FREAKING BORED. theres absolutely NOTHING to do and nothings updating and nothings happening and theres nothing to do and nowhere to go and no way i'm going to survive this summer hols.
hello insanity streak.
GAHWTFOMFGNOES. I HAVE TO WAIT A WEEK TO GET TO MORNING GLORY. WHY COULDN'T MUM TAKE ME TODAYYY *sob sob*
mum can't get glasses til next year cause medicare has been claimed. not getting glasses = not getting to hursty = no MG to buy star paper and jar = insanity.
i really am going insane. im actually posting on my blog i mean WHAT THE HELL.
actually imma change skin too. im just that horrible bored.
(nat may get into ranting right about now so be careful~ nat is kind of EXPLOSIVE right now and wants to rip someone's head off. have a nice day~)
i was some pretty STUPID kid if i had these people as friends. I SWEAR TO GOD WHY DO I KNOW HER?!
why why why why why why why *slump*
can't i KILL HER?! CAN'T I ABANDON ALL MEMORY OF KNOWING THAT BITCH!? i swear she goes around pretending to be a pretty little PRINCESS and her email also includes the words or 'pretty princess' I MEAN SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK WAS I THINKING? Saying she's pretty and can sing in her name also does not help the fact that she's completely UP herself and thinks shes popular. oh yay! announcement "I WAS ON THE TRAIN WITH 7 SEVEN DIFFRENT GUYS !!!!! MY AGE !!!! and no they wernt randoms they were guy friends" in her pm. DO I LOOK LIKE WE GIVE A SHIT?
YOU JUST LOOK LIKE AN INCESSANT ATTENTION WHORE.
oh yeah. drag me and mary into the convo to pretend you have a life and to cover up the fact that you're OBVIOUSLY flirting with him. i mean SERIOUSLY. telling us to shut the hell up when we speak and saying "nathan! nathan! i ate blah blah blah" isn't very inconspicuous. get on with your sluttiness somewhere else. and not with me in it.
..:: S.A.R.A.H ::.. is pREeTy AnD cAN sSiInNgG says:
*i was talking to nathan
*and i only no about nathan get it
*fg
*nathan
*hello
*r u there
yeah great. if you're only talking to him have a ONE ON ONE CONVO WITH HIM. and bitch. learn how to fucking spell.
also your emoticons piss the heck outta me and its killing my broadband. yepp. thats right. i value broadband more than you right now.
yeah. you really really piss me off? and why can't i leave this convo? because then you'll add me in again and again and again. i effing hate you leave me the HECK alone.
note~ this little rant isnt against anyone in hsie/anyone that i WANT to know at this point. it's about someone from my primary school. hooray.
