| Title: odd noises.
Posted: Sunday, January 10, 2010 @ 3:34 PM |
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hiya~ i'm sorry i havent updated ._. i just realised after reading amy's post. haha.
ahhh.. i got FACEBOOK. which is pretty weird for me considering i kinda hated bebo.
now onto the topic of facebook. i wouldn't call it addictive, i just check it ever hour or so to make sure no one did anything. but yeah.
quite seriously, facebook just seems like something that spams your email to no end to make it SEEM as if you have friends. which i obviously do not :D
so you wonder 'oh. that nat loner girl isn't addicted to facebook wtf? it's meant to look like she has 100+ so called friends when she barely knows them"
yeaaaaah. quite seriously, when i look onto profiles that have like. a bajillion friends, i wonder if they know them all. and if they do, then if i lined them all up, would they be able to name them?
like any social networking site, this is just another battle for popularity. combined with quizzes that claim they can tell what your personality is accurately and bugging friends on some stupid site rather than on msn. which is more LOGICAL ==
also, facebook is a freaking stalking site. they encourage 'stating your real name and blah blah blah' but you see, when you state your REAL address, and your REAL age, and your REAL email, and your REAL underwear colour, people are going to start stalking you and everything..
yeahh. thats the problem with being too freaking honest to the internet. the internet is NOT a friend. it's something we love very very much, sure. but it's definetely not something we want to give our details to.
yeah this might seem like a rant and people will be all like 'omg nat hates facebook' well. screw you. i might seem to hate facebook, but i'm only really stating the truth here. or my own beliefs. heck this should go in my beliefs column in facebook.
its not that i dont like facebook, it's that i dont really.. see much point in social networking sites as it is. if anything, facebook seems like a dating site where your profile, your amount of pictures and amount of friends is just a way of 'peacocking' yourself to another person.
if facebook reads this, then screw you. how the hell did you find my blog? i never added it onto my page D<
off that topic and onto something relatively better - horoscopes.
hooray. there was once a time where i believed in horoscopes. like... i actually believed that they would come true and that every other gemini would be doing the same thing as me. hell no. thats stupid.
horoscopes are written in such an open format so that the reader can be all like 'omg! my horoscope says i'll be intimate with someone today~'
you see. they say things like "You are intrigued and may be ready to take the road less traveled, but moving slowly is smarter than rushing into a decision you cannot undo. Act with caution; you may be surprised at how the current events unfold."
that was an extract from my horoscope for today. please dont ask why i have horoscopes on my google page :L it's pretty contradictory huh?
anyway, it says to act with caution and that i may be surprised at blah blah blah. well you see, don't people naturally act with caution? i mean, is it that hard to act with caution while walking down the street or anything? seriously. and it also says that i may be surprised. whoodedoodle. it says 'may' and therefore people will be all like 'huh, so i just have to watch out for being surprised'
whatever. i don't even know where i'm going with this, i'm just stating what i believe about horoscopes. you see, when people read the horoscope thats meant to depict their day and crap, then in no doubt, they think about it no?
lets say, your horoscope says 'you'll be encountered by someone you admire' and you'll probably automatically think 'OMFG~ MY CRUSH IS GOING TO TALK TO ME~" and when that poor dude doesn't, you'll think that the horoscope is wrong. but then you think back to the day and you realise that one of your friends talked to you (or.. not) and duh? we admire our friends (most of 'em) don't we?
quite seriously i think i'm changing my opinion on this too much. whatever. basically, i think that since we read these things, we go throughout the day unconciously thinking about it. this means that sometimes our subconciousness will do random shit and later at night you'll be thinking 'huh. my horoscope really did come true. someone i admired talked to me." yeaaah. so our mind tries to fit together the pieces or some crap. quite seriously that was just me pulling stuff outta my ass just then. i dont know what it means. i just know that our mind kind of subconsciously fits our horoscope with what we did that day and therefore making us believe horoscopes are 'true'
well screw that. you know what? somewhere in my mind i keep thinking "noo~ horoscopes are told by psychics and they're real! lalala~ theyre real!" yeah well. not what the other part of my head says.
and then again, even if they were true, isn't it more exciting to live life with surprises? i mean seriously, i don't want my entire day to get judged by some person with a crystal ball - thats boring.
i've actually been writing this since yesterday. yeah i know it seems like a a long time, but you see, i was watching you're beautiful soo.. i only spent like, a total of 20 minutes on this. haha.
whatever. today i'm going to go with kimmy to the city to eat lunch and buy some things. hehe.
it's gonna be hot todayy~
OH. THAT WAS THE OTHER TOPIC I HAD TO TALK ABOUT... noises at night. i'm beginning to hate sleeping now because i know i'll be lying around for hours on end, listening to noises in the night and staring at shadows.
this is where i curse my crappy vision, because if i could see clearer then at least i'd be able to make out the shadow. but screw that, that sounds creepy.
'nyways i hate night now. i used to love it as a kid actually. haha.
i'm too lazy to blog now, don't expect too many posts because i'm either out or watching drama.
<3
