| Title: i hate you too.
Posted: Saturday, February 20, 2010 @ 3:28 AM |
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today when i went swimming class, i realised someone from my primary school was attending that day as a makeup lesson (THANK GOODNESS). anyway, by 'sole' co-incidence, the person who was there was actually the girl who bullied me when i was in year 1.
yes i got bullied in primary school, not actual.. mean girls bullying, but it was still pretty harsh on a 5 year old girl.
basically, she was a two-faced bitch. to this day i still recall the times she harassed me and i get pissed off everytime i think of it.
yeah i don't give a crap if you say 'but it's so long ago! get over it!' or 'you shouldn't keep grudges'. hell, actually i KNOW that i say these things to people. but i guess i don't mean it that much do i seeing as i do it myself.
i guess moving on almost 9 years, i've realised those people shouldn't put you down.
why? cause in 9 years time theyre sucking up to you because theyre trying the 'i was such a good and nice girl in primary!' act on a guy they like.
which is why; today when she asked 'how have you been, i remember how we were such good friends in primary school' i retorted with 'you harassed me in primary school, what the fuck are you talking about?'
basically resulted her with a big 'O' oh her face accompanied with a 'you're really mean you know, you should let those things go', in which i replied 'yeah well, kids learn things when theyre young and fresh, you're simply unforgettable in the way that you were such a bitch'
yeah maybe i went a bit over the edge, but really i don't give a damn.
what did she do to me~? ahh.. lets see.. she would always sit next to me when we were on the floor, and she had freaking TALONS as nails. she would pinch me on my side non-stop that resulted in many bruises on my side.
i think this is where i started getting sensitive about when people touched me on the waist. i was never that ticklish as a toddler so i dont know.
but yeah, she just went on doing that until i started crying. when the teacher asked me whats wrong i told her i hit my back on the pole. i highly regret not yelling 'IT WAS STACEY. SHES BEEN BULLYING ME BY PINCHING MY BACK!'
== such a stupid child i was
once she even stole my lunch. biiaaaatch.
actually. now that i think of it, my encounter with her yesterday was pretty harsh. haha. and the guy she tried to impress is still a regular swimmer on saturday so it's gonna be pretty weird ^^
don't really mind though. i chill with this year 7 i know. surprisingly enough, shes only one year younger than me which kind of explains why we get along so well.
also my cousins cousin kind of witnessed that thing == so.. i might get my ass busted or something.
although yes, what i did was pretty damn harsh. im guessing stuff from the past comes and bite you 9 years later.
so i'm guessing.. if you're harassing some person, 9 years down the track they might come and destroy a part of your life. you never know really. but you don't want to risk it do you :D
...HOW THE CRAP DID I GET ON THIS TOPIC ARGH.
ps. to the person who told me to change my skin, the things not working so screw. but there. my fonts bigger. HAPPY?
