Title:  awkward.
Posted:  Friday, March 26, 2010 @ 10:01 PM
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I. HATE. MY. PRIMARY. SCHOOL.

yeah hell sure i know a lot of people who absolutely loved that time but i hate it shitloads. why? because the people there were judgemental, rascist and inconsiderate jerks. whom i hate. very much.

today was the street fair in my street and yeah it meant a lot of people from my primary would be there. but to hell with that i only say like.. 6. either that or i have selective eyesight or something.

but theres this girl i know; she was from my primary and as much as i hate (or maybe not.) to call her a two-faced excessively annoying person. yeaahhhhhah.

i really.. really don't like her but i swear shes the only person from my primary that pops up in front of me all the time. everytime i say something that somehow goes against my religion she throws a fit at me (and yes i know i'm treading on a dangerous topic) but yeah. really my religion is catholic but i didn't make that choice; my parents did. so i see that i should be able to believe what ever the hell i want and if she has a problem in the way i talk then she should just stop talking to me (which would make me very very happy).

darn i feel kind of bad for doing this ==

whatever on other topics i woke up at exactly 11 today wondering 'what? how come mum hasn't woken me up? don't i have swimming?'

turns out i woke up at the time my lesson ENDS. on general terms i would've been pretty damn happy. but today i wasn't.

i woke up saying 'this isn't right..' and started thinking about what i was mean't to do and then i realised that someone in my swimming lane would probably be very depressed today.

for one; last week he was asking around what was a romantic number (i said 69; only thing i thought of) and he said that he wasn't going to buy 69 roses.

he was going to ask this girl out and didn't know how to do it so basically the entire lesson both our lanes were talking about how to confess to a girl and shit.

yeah he asked this week and seeing as this guy was my cousins friend; i asked him (my cousin) how did it go, and he responded that the girl accepted the bear that he got her but rejected him. i also found out that this is the second time he's been rejected by the same girl so i imagine it's been pretty hard on him.. i mean seriously twice. im amazed he has the will to still try and ask her out though so yeah.

but yeah i imagine hes probably been pretty depressed the entire week. and that kind of makes me sad cause he's a nice guy and he was so excited over asking her out.

what irks me though is why i worry so much over people i barely know. i guess in this world there probably are a lot of people watching out for you even if you don't know it.

i guess you should be somewhat appreciative of that; even though you don't know who is watching out for you.




it still makes you happy inside though. just thinking that.