| Title: cuddle puddle.
Posted: Tuesday, April 13, 2010 @ 5:38 AM |
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i'm guessing this is where im meant to talk about my holiday but no, that was worse that my actual life itself. so lemme just give little dot points.
- i was half insomniac during the time i was there because my bed goes in a V shape. so i had neck pains ._.
- my cousin snores WAYYY too loud and it sounds like hes choking on something which wakes me up.
- my cousin keeps touching me (not in the way you think, he just pokes me and crap which irritates me)
- my cousins also an immature little asshole who throws a tantrum whenever his little sister kills one of his things in ludo.
- following on from that point he threatens to hit her and later says 'violence is not the answer'. freaking hypocrite.
- my cousin as well as my brother put together = hell.
- said two wake me up every morning when i dont want to be waken up.
- I. HAD. NO. INTERNET. i think thats self explanatory. also the fact that i had no credit. my ipod kept me sane.
i can say a lot about my cousin. for one hes more immature than me and resorts to stupid things.
for one, all he ever talks about is war, killing, nazis, hitler, guns, nazis, more guns, star wars and nazis. for one i think its kind of stupid as it is because he seems to blame everything on 'hitler and the nazis'. pfft. even when we were on vacation he was like 'nat why're you such a bitch? huh? huh? pfft. you're going to turn into a freaking nazi or something'.
i felt like punching him in the face and yelling at him to stop blaming the same thing when its clearly his goddamn fault for touching me when i told him not to.
sure maybe its my fault for flipping out (in my mind anyways) but i told him plenty of times before to not touch me. im freaking serious ==
when we were playing ludo (yeah you know that game i cant be bothered explaining) my little cousin (his sister) killed one of his thingos and hes like yelling at her and holding his fist up at her and shit. which is pretty darn right stupid considering one. shes 7, two. hes 15 or something, three. it's a boardgame, and four. i pulled her away so he was doing it to me.
dude, its just a game, you don't have to punch someone when you die.
his excuse? 'yeah but if you live with her you always want to punch her!'
..........
i live with my own brother whos worse than yours i dont go around punching him when i lose at a boardgame.
anyway~
actually i planned to post this up as soon as i got back but things drew me away. so basically expect a lot of posts sometime because i have a lot to write about o_o why? i am capped. sadly and irrepressibly capped. on my phone AND internet. joy joy joy.
OH the title. i was always wondering why people don't use cuddle except in fanfiction nowadays. cuddle, i guess, is a kind of funny word to say instead of 'let's hug!', you say 'let's cuddle!'.
OH WELL IM GOING TO USE CUDDLE FROM NOW ON. because i like the word. and aslo because it reminds me of my laundry detergent 'Cuddly' or some shit like that. It's the one with the bear and the little kids saying 'thanks for making ____ cud-doo-lee.'
basically in the span of today, tomorrow, and monday. there should probably be a..
- change of skin (it was meant to change before but my mum deleted the window ._.
- a post on how to survive winter
- a post on how to make sure people dont talk to you when you go out
- a post on vacuuming
- and possibly a list of what i need to buy.
i dont think many people look forward to crap things like my blog but hey at least im updating o_o
sure i don't have the fantabulous life some people have, and my social life ain't that great but HEY. ACTIONS AND THOUGHTS OCCUR TO ME THAT MAKE ME WANT TO BLOG. and that overrides the fact that i have a sort of sucky life - both physically and socially (Y)