Title:  our retarded relationship.
Posted:  Sunday, April 18, 2010 @ 3:26 PM
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today i actually sent my brother off to school. yeah that might just sound like 'bye have fun at school! don't do anything stupid whatever', but really it was more than that. considering my relationship with him (this sounds bad) is pretty shitty considering i haven't been a good sister and he's been an annoying loud-ass prick i took a pretty big step today.

so basically i woke him up with several claps, kicks to the bed and 'WAKE THE HELL UP's, told him to wash his face and clean his teeth while i made breakfast downstairs.

thats right, i know how to cook! and i'm pretty sure he isn't dying of some kind of food poisoning at the moment either. i made him pancakes btw.

yeah yeah moving on he ate breakfast while i prepared his lunch and stuff and i packed all of his things, put on his badge for him and walked him to school (which is the weird school thats really close to my house - the one with the entire grass area filled out).

it was actually my primary school too, but i always hated it really o_o yeah i hate primary school moments. anyway i walked him in and looked at the other kids thinking 'holy crap they're almost as tall as me..' which was kinda.. sucky cause they were only year 6's.

left him, told him not to do anything stupid and told him to tell the other kids (my cousins) that i was going to pick them up and crap.

i walk home. and something hits me. no it's not a stone of the newspaper or some shit - i realise that what i did that morning was EXACTLY what a mother would do. save for word choice and probably throw in a hug and kiss but you catch my drift right?

thats depressing to me really. i just played the role of a mother and am still going to do it this afternoon. added with babysitting 4 kids and cooking for them as well. and then i think it's not that bad being a mom. hey sure they might be a handful as a baby but i've got the take to school take home cook food for them shit done.

then theres the moral support and all that stuff o_o but then again even if that parts easy, i don't think the pain of childbirth will be.

anyway i also realised that my brother was growing up which kinda sucked. why? cause he's going to be flippin' taller than me when he hits year 8 or so and i'll still be shorter than him and it'll be kind of hard to boss him around and all hehe~

then i realise for the past.. 11/12 years i've been a pretty shitty ass sister. but then again he's also been a whiny ass brother. so i guess we're even. hell. i'm going to be a nicer sister as of today because then he'll stop disrespecting me and shut up when i tell him too :D

yeah i might sound pretty horrible but hey thats how it works!


what else have i realised during this 'mom' moment? that kids seem to know a lot of pick up lines. and like using it whenever they have the chance. i swear to god. some of them know how to wolf whistle and crap. i'm not sure WHY they know all this but one of them came up to me, put skittles in his mouth and said 'wanna taste the rainbow?'.

kids aren't meant to do these things! i'm serious what the hell have people been teaching these kids! he's going to be some high school pick up line kid and crap now.

pfffft. me and my bro are 2/3 years apart. why do i say this? i don't remember how old he is ._. but then again he thinks i'm 12 so it's all good.

i still need to do things with him even if i really don't want to. but seriously i need to lead him AWAY from certain paths *cough* teeny bopper, drug addict, gangster, alchohol *cough* but yeah that time will come. meaning i'm pretty fearful of when he'll become a teenager and he'll have HORMONES. and i'll scream and kill myself out of misery. yaaay.

his voice better get deeper too. and he may as well lose all the baby fat. and grow taller. and probably work out and crap. but even if he turns into some hot guy people runs after i'm still going to think of him as 'the weird high pitched kid who likes star wars and powerpuff girls too much'. heh.

this has been a pretty sappy post if you ask me o_o because usually i would be ranting about how my brother did something stupid instead of wondering what will happen when he grows up. oh well..





anyway i don't guarantee that all those posts will be up because i have english essay to do and i'm going out today with my cousin, but yeah some of it should be coming up :D