Title:  happy new year!
Posted:  Friday, December 31, 2010 @ 4:35 AM
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i wish everyone the best this year, and i hope you all get what you want and deserve in life (HAHA THAT SOUNDS THREATENING. but if oyu look at it optimistically it looks better).

anyway, i've got new years resolutions placed down in a secret place no one will ever be able to access. my locked notes in my phone. MUAHAHHAHAHA. it has my most extensive password to date cause everyone knows all my passwords. i changed it btw, most of them arent ________ anymore ;D

if i had to sum all my resolutions into one though.. it's basically 'be happy'

i don't really know why, but in the end, isn't everyone's ultimate goal is to be happy?

if someone plans to lose weight as a new year resolution, they're doing it to feel better about themselves arent they?

if someone plans to not be a bitch the entire year, isn't it because they want to be a better person?

if someone wants to totally make themselves over or something in the new year, wouldn't it be so they aren't so insecure about their appearance?

in the end, don't those all just point to 'be happy'?

HAHA there are exceptions i suppose, like.. depressing things that i don't really want to talk about 18 minutes before the new year. btw, expect a text. if you didn't get a text.. it's because you're overseas or your phone is permanently dead. HARDY HAR HAR HAR.

i miss being in school actually. wait. scratch that, i miss being with all of you.

it's so lonely at home! there's really no one to talk to and some people have kinda disappeared off the face of the earth o___O PLUS theres like.. the people overseas and stuff. doesn't matter, a new year.

harharr everyone on tumblr's all like 'why do people keep thinking a new year is a new start you can start anytime etc etc'

i dont know, but i get more motivation when it's the start of the year. it just means everything (well.. most) from the previous year doesn't drag into. for example you decide you'll do awesome at math and work reaaaaaall hard for the next test, and meanwhile you get your crappy mark from the previous. true story bro, it's sad stuff.

i'm gonna keep a bloody school schedule thingo this year. i actually need one. gawddamn man i need to keep track of everything otherwise i'm literally screwed.

brb watching fireworks baby


OMFG SO PRETTY HEART FIREWORKS MANNNG

anyway my right eye is so red. i haven't work contacts in that much thats why, and i wore them the entire day today. gawd i feel dizzy.

menaing i'll blog tomorrow or some shit. i hope you all loved my awesome texts.






i havent changed my underwear since last year. HARDYHARHARHAR.