| Title: sleep.
Posted: Sunday, January 23, 2011 @ 3:10 AM |
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WHAT THE HELL BODY CLOCK? YOU WANNA KILL ME OR SOMETHING?
i swear, the past few days have been hell for me to get to sleep. i've already kinda accepted that it takes me 2 hours of lying in bed to sleep, but now it's getting worse.
kinda to the point where i sleep at the usual time (1 or so now) and then wake up after 2 hours. then stay up for another 30mins-1hr and go back to sleep.
and then wake up again. at any random time. then back to sleep and wake up at 11.
this sucks! seriously! i never realised how long half an hour. last night was weird though. had weird dreams and weird stuff happened, and it was really weird.
okay so basically i went to sleep at 11. lying around in bed like a loser. for some reason there was an excess of pillows in my room so.. that was annoying. plus two of them were some kind of latex pillow so they were really fat and pouffy and hard.
so i laid there and eventually kicked off the sheets because it was too hot, and then i threw the pillows off my bed, and then went to pick them up again, and then i put the covers on and the- it just repeats for a really long time k? i got really frustrated so i started swearing at the pillows.
i swear, at least 10 times that night i sat straight up and started swearing at the pillows and saying how i couldn't sleep, before slamming back down onto the bed. and then wrapping my arms and legs around the nearest pillow.
side note: i always need two pillows to sleep. one for my head and one for hugging 8D i literally cling to the thing.
ANYWAYYYYY. so for some reason, my phone was ringing at 12:10. it was actually tracey. her reason? to make me order a cheesecake from ella's for her dinner party. she's lucky i wasn't asleep.
i don't normally pick up late calls like that anymore. any call past 12 kinda freaks me out. they're not normally good calls.
ANYWAYYYYYYYYYYY. after that i fell asleep and then woke up at 3.30. laid around again and i got bored around 6 so i texted mich to ask if she was asleep yet because the previous day she was complaining about not being able to sleep til 6. HAHAHA LOSER.
anyway after that i fell asleep and thats where my dream begins!
so basically in my dream, after texting mich i give up on sleep and go downstairs on the computer. where she's online. for some stupid reason. so we talk and i start talking about how tracey called at 12, and that i was really freaked out because i had read this story where this chick got a call from her manager telling her to bring something the next day (which the manager could've easily done in the morning). and then like.. the chick's manager has no recollection of her calling her and that there are no traces of calls to the phone. and that the phone rang out Lady Gaga's Telephone when it was on silent.
this is complicated. i'm just rambling.
anyway, after talking about how freaked out i was and stuff i woke up in bed. at 12 o_O which is weird cause mum never lets me sleep until 12 when she's home, and i wake up at 11 normally.
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yeah thats probably really confusing now that i think about it. whatever. i'm just really bored now and feel like typing.
