I DONT GET THIS A LOT ANYMORE SCREW YOU JASON GETTING INTO HIGHSCHOOL AND COMING HOME EARLIER THAN ME SO I CAN'T HAVE MY AWESOME 'ME' TIME BECAUSE YOU'RE SITTING LESS THAN 2 METRES AWAY FROM ME, SO IF I START SINGING AND DANCING YOU'LL BE LIKE 'WTF MY SISTERS FUCKED UP' WHEN I'M REALLY NOT, I JUST USE THE TIME BETWEEN WHEN I GET HOME AND WHEN MUM GETS HOME AS A VENT FOR WHATEVER I NEED.

...yeah rant. HAHAHA

ooh i hate the fact that he comes home earlier than me now. seriously, the time between when i got home til my mum got home was the most cherished time i had daily.

for one, i dont know. i'm by myself? whats not to love? i can sing, i can dance, i can cry my heart out, i can have music on full blast and no one will give a damn.

(unless neighbours start complaining about the loudness of the music, but its not up that high anyway. i can't stand it super loud, just loud enough for me to be happy)

ohh i miss those times. screw you. growing up.

this is why i really want to be able to move my study table to my room.

a) whoop? its upstairs and my bro can stay downstairs. and not to mention he's just watching stuff half the time anyway and it's on freaking full blast or something. i swear he's deaf or something, he wears ACTUAL headphones and i can still hear the pokemon theme blasting out of them from the other side of the room.

b) i dunno? privacy? isn't that nice too? i feel more comfortable when i can see that people are heading to the room i'm in, rather than people sneaking up on me. you don't realise how much that scares the shit out of me.

c) i've always totally wanted to start talking into a webcam/mic without having people listen on. not like my bro actually cares, he does it all the time on skype, and i'm like. right next to him. and he's going all 'HAHAHAHAHAH YOU'RE SO STUPID I CAN SEE YOU HAHAHAHAHA' and i feel like slapping in some manners and telling him to shuttup.

d) ITS JUST MORE CONVENIENT OKAY?

anyway, been listening to more english music as of late (shock! horror!) so thats cool. thats cool.

check out musiq soulchild ;D goood stuff. namely 'for the night' and 'so beautiful'. they're really nice songs imo.