okay okay, so i kinda went around buying all the cheap stuff, and then realised that i could easily just make dad buy some of it (because it was like.. soap) so i took it back. but basically i bought:

- chocolate

- toni&guy dry shampoo

- garnier instant melt in treatment: silky waves

yeah i know, it says waves. i don't have wavy hair HAHAHAH. but thats okay! maybe it'll make my hair kinda wavy somehow. i love wavy hair btw. i wish i had it sometimes. i always try and do those overnight thingos, but that doesnt work for me all the time; it doesn't look natural and falls back to my normal hair within a few hours anyway.

POINT IS. you know how that stuff is normally like? 8-10 bucks? generally? i got it for 2 bucks. NO JOKE MANN THATS SO CHEAP TO ME. IT WAS SO CHEAP THAT I DIDNT EVEN CARE THAT IT WASN'T CATERED FOR MY HAIR.

toni&guy is pretty goddamn expensive normally, and originally the dry shampoo was approx.. 15 or 16? okay thats actually alright priced, but whatever. i bought it for 6.50. see how goddamn cheap stuff is there! it's so weird cause i swear they're probs not making profit.

anyway i saw another product there, it was a moisturiser by the brand milk and had super gorgeous packaging okay? i'm a sucker for packaging. but i saw it was on sale for 5 bucks and it was a decent amount too, so i assumed it was shitty.

looked it up just then, apparently it's worth 35 bucks here. well... thats what they're selling it for on their official site. seriously they sell this in myer and its goddamn 35 bucks wtf.

i'm not kidding man its right here:

how pretty and simplistic is their packaging man! actually a lot of their products are for men.. BUT THE MOISTURISER I SAW WAS UNISEX I SWEAR.

..actually its for men. nvm. i probably won't buy it then HAHA. maybe i will maybe i won't. it works pretty well if you ask me (i used it really quickly cause.. yeah) but the smell is kinda funky. it's rosemary mint and i hate rosemary hehe.

well thats all i bought today. 11 bucks in total. even the chocolate was on sale!

anyway i havent showered since saturday morning. i don't think thats something to be proud of, but i don't think my mums realised yet so thats okay. i think thats what i'm gonna do this holiday.. i'll still shower everyday, but i wont wash my hair unless i'm going out. cause i'm okay being all disgusting at my place, not so much to the world.

anyway i have an english test tomorrow :( i really hate doing those. afterwards i'm going around bankstown square i guess.. just for a while.

wednesday i have a math class, but i need to work out how to take my bro there cause his one starts half an hour after mine, but he can't catch public transport and shit by himself cause he's a little brat. he should know these things but noooo, everyone else just does it for him

speaking of that, my morning was pretty shit too. i was meant to SLEEP IN GODDAMNIT. because tomorrow i have a class as well as the day after so no sleep in then. i dont think i'll get one on thursday either.

basically some dude came to my house at 8.30 to deliver some weed killer and mum wasn't home to sign, so basically he (my brother) barged into my room and started yelling that some guy was downstairs and needed mom. no shit man, it's what she ordered. my door was closed, so when he barged in, it slammed against the wall. well fuck you. if my room has a crack in it today you're dead.

he's super dramatic too (like i can be sometimes hehe) and he was basically running and yelling. kinda like in those movies when its like 'FUCK SHE GOT AWAY' and stuff. I DONT NEED THAT CRAP AT 8 GODDAMN 30 IN THE MORNING OKAY? GO DO IT YOURSELF, YOU'RE NOT THAT STUPID OBVIOUSLY MUMS GONE SHE LEAVES AT FREAKING 7.30 ARE YOU STUPID?

and not to mention while running up to MY ROOM AND SLAMMING THE SHIT OUT OF IT, you're leaving the dude downstairs with the door goddamn open where he can easily go in, lock the door, and kill us. THINK LOGICALLY. so he signed it and took the weed killer in (yeah you can't have just done that and not woken me up?)

i stayed in bed til.. 11.40 ish. as soon as i wake up though, he's all like 'natalie buy me food im hungry'

yeah well. fuck you. i haven't had breakfast yet and i'm not goddamn hungry, why're you? you had breakfast and HAVE ALL THE LIBERTY TO GO INTO THE KITCHEN AND MAKE SOMETHING.

so he was like 'buy me foood' in this whiny voice and he sounded like he was all groaning and stuff too. so i asked him what he ate. '...an egg?'

...

yeah okay, then why don't you make another goddamn egg if youre so hungry? theres even heat up stuff in the fridge and refrigerator. why the hell do i have to go out and buy you goddamn food.

OR EVEN BETTER, WHY CAN'T YOU BUY IT YOURSELF HUH? ITS NOT THAT HARD TO GO OUT, BUY FOOD, AND COME HOME UNSCATHED.

all you have to do is go up the stairs, tell me (quietly) that you're gonna buy food, AND LEAVE.

so by 11.50 i was out of the house to buy lunch. and i wasn't in a very good mood. because the entire time that i was changing and getting my stuff together he was like 'buy me food already! why're you taking so long!'

and then i told him i just woke up, and he was like 'WELL YOU SHOULD'VE WOKEN UP EARLIER'

'well i'm sorry, but i'm the one who wakes up at 6.30 (what a lie, i wake at 7) every morning okay? I DESERVE SLEEP.'

he shut up HAHA. its because when dad was in singapore, he had to take himself to school, meaning waking up at 7. he hated it. suck on that. i'm gonna use it against him now.

ended up buying kfc for him, subway for me. where i happened to find a hiring note.

so i applied for subway. okay dude i need money? i dont give a shit anymore, no place that doesn't involve food is gonna hire me atm because i'm young, have no experience, and not willing to work a lot of hours.

not to mention theres no clothing stores that close to my place :/ at least with subway it's a 10 minute walk and i can walk back even if it's late at night. and transport is free! hooray! and apparently it's decent work too, no grillers or anything and i guess i can start eating every now and again.

urnghhhhhh cravings screw youu! eating my wallet.