i hate 1984; i barely understand it and considering i read it twice, that's pretty depressing. i read it once in year 7 and now this year. though, to be honest, in year 7 i skipped a shitload and i pretty much skimmed through.

freaking exam is tomorrow and i barely know enough about the darn book as it is.

however, it's probably just because i'm getting used to it, but exams aren't that shitload of stress anymore. i mean there still is some deal of stress and anxiety in, but i'm not going batshit over it like i did in year 7.. and a bit of year 8.

i think i stopped really caring after year 8 yearlies. oh well whatever.

i should probably be paying more attention to my studies though, considering as soon as exams start tomorrow, i'm going to be chucked into non-stop streeeeesssssssss.

well not really. after exams i'll be chucked into stress while everyones all party party because exams are over. i got my stupid ipt assessment task on june 14th and i also have multi storyboard due a few days after that; both of which need a lot of time put into because they're pretty goddamn important.

and it's not like i can push the date of my storyboard either, because i film the day right after it's due. and if i dont have a storyboard, i risk killing my film, which is pretty much my yearlies mark (its worth 80% okay)

that's pretty shit isnt it?

and ipt. fuck ipt. i'm so screwed for it you don't even know. i should've prepared earlier for it but dear lord, do you know how boring that book is? it's just a chunk of writing and technical language that i don't understand.

HOWEVER. i'm pretty lucky that i motivated myself enough to take notes during all my lessons, so you know.. at least i have something to get by. i'm getting better i swear.

i wonder how many tree's died from my book. the book is 650+ pages and you know. thats pretty thick. i could probably chuck it at someone's head and they'd be pretty dizzy (thats considering that i'm pretty weak at throwing, give it to someone else and they could knock someone out)

i think during exam leave, i'll duck in and out of hursty library or something, mainly because there's a study area there where there's only hs students and it's pretty quiet during the day. i mean seriously who would be there other than people who have exams?

or maybe the state library. i dunno. somewhere quiet and nice plz.

i'm planning to go out during exam week too (i need something to keep me a bit sane, and i dont wanna go home) and i dunno. catch up. eat food. eat all the stuff that i've been craving for the past age.

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