yeah my knees look retarded in the last pic o_O and my mirror is dirty as fuck whut.

ran all over sydney (not really, but i was willing to) for these shoes. couldnt find them in TH so started calling up all the other stores and none of them had it :( but i decided to try my luck at bankstown and im so fucking glad i did.

so basically went to the store and they weren't there and i was really upset. so i started walking around since i was bored and just randomly walked into another shoe store and i saw them! so i ran over to them and was like.. hugging them and saying stuff like 'you could've been mine, im so sorry babyy' to them so i think everyone in the store probably thought i was a retard, but then i looked under the heel..

and it was on sale. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOT. looked up and i saw the sale sign and i was like 'wtf how did i not see that' and yeah. only 10 bucks more than the other store BUT HAY GURLL LOOK WHO HAS THEM HEELS NOW <3

so i was trying them on and stuff and it looked really weird cause i was in school uniform but some other chick looking at other shoes said they looked really good on me which you know. whenever you get stuff like that it just cements in your mind even more that you want them (not that it wasnt already cemented in my head, it was freaking 10m under solid rock that i was gonna get these shoes)

anyway so yeah bought em and was literally skipping around the entire centre cause i was so happy hehehehe :)

i was even willing to go livo for them man! and people still think that im retarded to be bothered going bankstown when the ladies already told me it wasnt there, but hey look what happened.

dedication mannn dedication to the shoes <3

well anyway went to the bus stop and like. creepiest pedo/weirdo out man. well not really. the train dudes worse. but yeah basically this guy came up to me and asked my underwear colour and i was like 'wtfwtfwtf' the entire time. to be fair, i think he was a bit kooked up in the head, but yeah still creepy.

'nywayyyy i've been like.. randomly putting on my shoes almost everyday and just dancing around in them. i just love them so much, i love the feeling they give me omg <3 i was like this when i got my formal shoes too (got them both at the same store coincidentally)

and then i thought to myself and i was like 'shit these heels are really really tall (14.5cm) im gonna be taller than everyone wearing these' and i dunno, maybe its just me (probably not) but i feel kinda weird when im walking around and i'm just taller than every single guy i see LOL

so i was like 'crap crap how am i ever gonna wear them now' and so i measured my height.

..guess who found out they were only 160-ish cms :( i thought i was 165cm for the LONGEST time okay. but dayumm im kinda short. and i dunno whether i should be happy or not cause im always saying that i dont want to grow anymore but geezus it feels like i shrunk 5cm in one day. kinda like the day i found out i was a A cup instead of AA and it felt like i grew a cup. yeah.

buut anyway yeah, that was a weird revelation to me. not that any of you really care about my height. life sucks, cant even check my height anymore cause we broke the height thing in the pe rooms in year 10 (LOLOLOL YEAR 10 CLASS WAS THE BESTTTT)

uhmumum what else happened this week? i think i said this in the other post bt i got my eyebrows done at gorgeous cosmetics the other day? and i ended up getting two brushes (which i cbf taking pictures of i dont think any of you will care) and they're so much fun to play with hehe :D i need more brushes though lol. i only have a few :(

went to traceys yesterday night for english shizz that im doing now (but ya know, procrastination) and stayed over til 11.30 ish. was funnnnnnnn caught up with mel as well :D

it was so funny we were just listening to all the old school songs and stuff hehe. good timesssssssss.

been eating too much chocolate these days, mainly cause im too lazy to get up and get proper food (not that i would anyway im an unhealthy bitch that hates vegetables and everything LOL) but yeah. i should probably lay off the chocolate cause its giving me a break out.

..or maybe thats because im MEANT to have my period around now. LOL I SHOULD TOTALLY TALK ABOUT MY PERIOD HERE HAHAHAHHAHA though i think i've done that before. well as an update, its still fucked up and its not even that great skipping a month cause i still get pms-y, breakouts and cramps around the time im meant to have it, so the only difference is im just not bleeding to death.

..which is nice not to have but geezus breakouts and cramps suck.

anyway i'll talk later, got english due tomorrow and a legal test this week (woo this week will be so much fun i just can't wait)