| Title: i feel the rush come over me.
Posted: Friday, May 25, 2012 @ 5:27 AM |
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so this has been an exceptionally weird and amusing week where i revisited a lot of things from my past and wtf did the world just suddenly decide to have all this shit happen this week or something? like sure my horoscope said this would be an important week but i don't see how all thats been happening really important.
okay kinda. it makes me think about how i was before and how i'm kind of stupid and a bit naive and a bit melodramatic but hey its cool, it's been a fun ride. oh my god seriously what the hell is the coincidence of this even happening does everything in my life concentrate on one period of time and then the rest of the time is boring and mundane and omg wtf okay weird.
this week has been pretty good actually. i got english results back today and although they're not exceptionally good marks i'm really proud of my modernist short story cause i got full marks for it :D that story is my pride and joy no joke, i spent a long time adding layers and depth and shit into it so that it'd be modernist enough.
everything else can go die in a hole lolololol. obviously i do better in creative than essay.
i'm so proud of you nat. this is like.. the first time i've ever gotten full marks for anything (from memory anyway) and i'm just so happy, and omg it makes me even happier (and kinda sappy) when other people feel genuinely happy for me because damn that shit feels good because it means that the other person cares enough for me to realise such a small thing means so much to me.
seriously. i can totally disregard the fact that i did shit in the other components but omg i'm just so happy i've finally gotten full marks in something, even if it isn't the entire exam and is the smaller component. AHEHAEHAHHAHAHHAHAHA I GET SO HAPPY OVER THE SMALLEST THINGS.
okay life is good. went max brenners with hweis and tracey after school today which was niceeee im surprised i didnt clog my throat with chocolate considering that after we finished the fondue i was kinda craving a chocolate drink but i had no money so i just ate the leftover chocolate in the fondue pot by the mouthful.
it wasn't that bad until later when i got stomach aches and shit LOL.
TL test tomorrow and i'm studying hard (not right now but you know) i really hope i can do well in this :( i'm gonna aim to get all my sequences and series questions right so that i have space for error in my trig. but 7/15 isn't a good mark if i get all of my trig wrong so uh..
after tomorrow im gonna sleep like no tomorrow and just let myself relax because then all my exams are officially done. for a couple of weeks before i get another TL test and oh the stress of getting kicked out.
but yeah lol good motivation tactic i suppose, scare the shit out of the kids.
no shopping this week! unless i pick something up on saturday but i highly doubt that HAHA.
BUTCHYEAHH OMG I AM BROKE OKAY NO SCHOOL LUNCHES FOR ME ANYMORE :( :( :(
i'll do a longer post some other time where i don't have my neck on the chopping board at tutoring :( :(
okay kinda. it makes me think about how i was before and how i'm kind of stupid and a bit naive and a bit melodramatic but hey its cool, it's been a fun ride. oh my god seriously what the hell is the coincidence of this even happening does everything in my life concentrate on one period of time and then the rest of the time is boring and mundane and omg wtf okay weird.
this week has been pretty good actually. i got english results back today and although they're not exceptionally good marks i'm really proud of my modernist short story cause i got full marks for it :D that story is my pride and joy no joke, i spent a long time adding layers and depth and shit into it so that it'd be modernist enough.
everything else can go die in a hole lolololol. obviously i do better in creative than essay.
i'm so proud of you nat. this is like.. the first time i've ever gotten full marks for anything (from memory anyway) and i'm just so happy, and omg it makes me even happier (and kinda sappy) when other people feel genuinely happy for me because damn that shit feels good because it means that the other person cares enough for me to realise such a small thing means so much to me.
seriously. i can totally disregard the fact that i did shit in the other components but omg i'm just so happy i've finally gotten full marks in something, even if it isn't the entire exam and is the smaller component. AHEHAEHAHHAHAHHAHAHA I GET SO HAPPY OVER THE SMALLEST THINGS.
okay life is good. went max brenners with hweis and tracey after school today which was niceeee im surprised i didnt clog my throat with chocolate considering that after we finished the fondue i was kinda craving a chocolate drink but i had no money so i just ate the leftover chocolate in the fondue pot by the mouthful.
it wasn't that bad until later when i got stomach aches and shit LOL.
TL test tomorrow and i'm studying hard (not right now but you know) i really hope i can do well in this :( i'm gonna aim to get all my sequences and series questions right so that i have space for error in my trig. but 7/15 isn't a good mark if i get all of my trig wrong so uh..
after tomorrow im gonna sleep like no tomorrow and just let myself relax because then all my exams are officially done. for a couple of weeks before i get another TL test and oh the stress of getting kicked out.
but yeah lol good motivation tactic i suppose, scare the shit out of the kids.
no shopping this week! unless i pick something up on saturday but i highly doubt that HAHA.
BUTCHYEAHH OMG I AM BROKE OKAY NO SCHOOL LUNCHES FOR ME ANYMORE :( :( :(
i'll do a longer post some other time where i don't have my neck on the chopping board at tutoring :( :(
