keep cool stay younggg.


anyway omg fml i hate you sm give me full songs far out i can't live off teasers alone asdfghjkl; okay

no shopping this week cause im broke as :( need to stop buying lunches and wake up earlier to pack some form of food.

i made a list earlier this week of the things that i needed to do hahahaa one of them was to get a more regular sleeping pattern since the times i sleep vary a lot depending on the day but now i'm trying to sleep before 12 hehe. it's kinda working out although i dunno some nights i'll collapse and fall right to sleep, and other nights i'll just lie there until 1 or something doing nothing :/ OR EVEN WORSE I FALL ASLEEP INSTANTLY AND THEN I WAKE UP A FEW HOURS LATER. ARGHGHHH

and i've stopped taking naps after school now otherwise i won't be as tired for bed later, but then again it's like. urghhh. i'm so groggy in the afternoon.

apparently if you can't sleep at night it's cause you're awake in someone else's dream AEHAHEHAEOAEHAO hopefully someone's dreaming about me then ;) but on the other hand fuck you let me sleep.

uhmuhm. TL test on saturday and i'm aiming to get at least a 12 or 13. it'd be very nice if i got over 15 though. at least then i'd have to royally fuck up in the second test to get kicked out hahahahaaaaa why :(

first world problems pooooo.

this is a very rambly blog post i'm just gonna go off on different tangents.

haehheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee lalalalaalallaa i need to stick to what i tell myself that i'm going to do. does that make sense? i dont think so, i just need to actually listen to myself when i say that i will do something i mean i have all the motivation at the moment, i just can't put it into action :(

i need to stop eating all the frozen desserts in the freezer, and i need to tell dad to stop buying me cheesecake because this isn't very good for me and winter is coming up which means i'm not gonna exercise as much (not that i do much in the first place but still, i'll be very reluctant) and that is bad.

thank god i do swimming man, without swimming i'd probably be obese. but then again with swimming comes broad shoulders and BLARGH I HATE THEM GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY.

i need to start taking proper care of my skin cause the way i'm treating it right now is pretty shit- like its worse than before cause i'm so lazy nowadays :/ sometimes i just go to bed without cleaning my face or anything man, like ew that's not healthy for my skin. plus it's winter and my skinds getting drier and that's never a good thing so i'm gonna load up on moisturiser all the time and hydrating mists or some shit because i really hate that feeling when my skin is dry. i'd much rather my skin be an oily mess than being desert dry.

i need to also freaking treat my acne cause it's coming back a bit now :( it was going away before and most of the time my skin was relatively clear-ish give or take a few blemishes but now it's coming back (probably from my laziness in cleaning lol) so i need to fix that.

i need to get myself a new pair of earrings in some kind of inert metal (lol chem) because fml okay so i slept with some earrings in one night just to see how my ear would react and okay it swelled up a bit. :/ thats not good. back to simple jewellery i guess. i'll probably run over to prouds or something sometime to grab myself a pair of silver studs urghh.

i need to clean up my room. it is a mess. oh and the spider that lives under the kids vanity went somewhere, i dunno where.

need to stop buying hot food at school. because that stuff is expensive and i like shopping and those two don't mix together and that is also not good. damn.

need to do TL shit.

need to-


okay i'll shuttup now