..why does my mocchi smell like a new swimsuit what okay.

still pretty good, been a while since ive had mocchi other than when kaz came back from japan.

asdfghjkl; got chem back today, it was my most dreaded subject and i dont really know whether to be happy or sad at my mark. like im happy cause i did better than i thought (cause apparently carry on marks count for a lot more than i think) but im still doing really bad compared to everyone else in my class.

i won't be surprised if i end up in the bottom 20 of chemistry really. but hey, i got over 60 which was really surprising for me. considering i got a lot of calculations and formulas wrong too.

at least likee. my worst tests have been given back to me already. so it can only get better right? IT BETTER I DONT THINK I DID THAT BAD IN EVERYTHING ELSE.

getting mod stuff back tomorrow and im kinda looking forward to it (okay maybe not the essay that much, but i think i did decent in it) simply because i put a lot of thought into my story and tried to develop it as much as i could. i'm starting to really like creative pieces and now i try to finish them asap so that i can go over it as many times as possible and either add more layers or edit it until it is to my liking. at least i hope it is LOL i dunno if the teachers or anything like it though, i have this weird style where i like to put in a lot of brackets with side notes and i mostly do it in 2nd person simply cause i cbf making up names and i'm not very good at 1st person.

bababababba i lub tea. earl grey tea.

got home today and i tried on my formal dress from last year and my backup dress for this year :D it's nice to look at how i look in them again, and im starting to like my old dress again. heahehahaha i think before the reason why i hated my dress so much was cause the shoes i chose along with the hair didn't go with it. lol urgh. bad bad bad choices.

but yeah i'll probably keep last year's dress and see if an occasion ever arises for it :D i wish one of my relatives would get married so i could dress up all nice again. last time my aunt made both my dresses and they were heaps nice and stuff sure, but that was back  when i hated dressing up and shit. lol. that was a while ago actually.

talking about that wedding, im going back to melbourne in term 3 holidays i think, to chill with family and stuff for a while. i hope my cousins/family friends take me around the city or something :( otherwise i'll be really bored the entire week im there. and i haven't seen them all in so long now, not since the wedding and i kind of miss them LOL.

i dont even remember their names :( but they were very nice to me considering before the wedding the only time they met me was when i was like.. 5 or something and they acted like older siblings and pushed me on swings even though i was like.. 12 or 13 already and-


okay i better see them when im over there :( :( :(




edit: okay lol my dad suddenly has this pimple yeah, and then the next thing i know my brothers giggling like a little girl and proclaiming about how cute it is. what.