| Title: take my hand and lets go lets go.
Posted: Monday, July 23, 2012 @ 5:42 AM |
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NOOO SCHOOL I HATE SCHOOL BOOOO :(
im so tired already, most days i come back home to crash onto the bed for an afternoon nap. urgh. anywaywayway.
dumb decisions to make lately, and i dont really know what i should be doing or anything or the risks involved and shit like that and its really annoying just thinking about it urgh.
i need to sort out subject selections really soon and tbh im really lost atm. i was really certain before to just keep everything im doing now and see if i like chem enough in year 12, and if i didnt i would drop it
but now i'm considering taking up the extra unit of english and i'll end up with 4u english. and as crazy as that sounds, im seriously considering it. i fucking suck at 3u and stuff, but i realise its pretty much completely due to my essays and analysis skills (which suck shit)
essays always pull my marks down cause i'm bad at analysing things and organising them in a coherent way, while creatives generally keep my mark at a decent level.
so thats why im thinking that if i do 4u eng i can do a creative as the major work and therefore do fucking well at it cause i do well in creatives and i actually like it and won't be as pissy to do it (unlike essays which is all like - nooooooooooooooooooooooooo i dont want to do this fuck this shittt)
i just really hate the fact that you have to do 3u in order to do 4u like wtf cant i just choose one geezus i hate this.
and chem, i dont know if i should trial out chem or not, if its seriously worth me juggling 13 units for the first month or so. like.. i dont know anymore. people say chem gets a whole lot better in year 12 but honestly even if it does i don't have much of a basis to work on. you need to know the easy stuff to do the hard stuff ya know.
and on that note if i should just do 10 units. i dont know anymore i have my back up ipt (which isnt much of a backup since its not that great of a mark but still, at least i know that it can pull it up if i have any subjects under the mark)
URHGHHHGHGHGHGH i'll figure it out sometime soon hopefully and i'll stick to it. waiting on a fam friend to call and help me out with deciding since they'd know what subjects would be better hopefully.
urhghhhhh hate this.
im so tired already, most days i come back home to crash onto the bed for an afternoon nap. urgh. anywaywayway.
dumb decisions to make lately, and i dont really know what i should be doing or anything or the risks involved and shit like that and its really annoying just thinking about it urgh.
i need to sort out subject selections really soon and tbh im really lost atm. i was really certain before to just keep everything im doing now and see if i like chem enough in year 12, and if i didnt i would drop it
but now i'm considering taking up the extra unit of english and i'll end up with 4u english. and as crazy as that sounds, im seriously considering it. i fucking suck at 3u and stuff, but i realise its pretty much completely due to my essays and analysis skills (which suck shit)
essays always pull my marks down cause i'm bad at analysing things and organising them in a coherent way, while creatives generally keep my mark at a decent level.
so thats why im thinking that if i do 4u eng i can do a creative as the major work and therefore do fucking well at it cause i do well in creatives and i actually like it and won't be as pissy to do it (unlike essays which is all like - nooooooooooooooooooooooooo i dont want to do this fuck this shittt)
i just really hate the fact that you have to do 3u in order to do 4u like wtf cant i just choose one geezus i hate this.
and chem, i dont know if i should trial out chem or not, if its seriously worth me juggling 13 units for the first month or so. like.. i dont know anymore. people say chem gets a whole lot better in year 12 but honestly even if it does i don't have much of a basis to work on. you need to know the easy stuff to do the hard stuff ya know.
and on that note if i should just do 10 units. i dont know anymore i have my back up ipt (which isnt much of a backup since its not that great of a mark but still, at least i know that it can pull it up if i have any subjects under the mark)
URHGHHHGHGHGHGH i'll figure it out sometime soon hopefully and i'll stick to it. waiting on a fam friend to call and help me out with deciding since they'd know what subjects would be better hopefully.
urhghhhhh hate this.
