| Title: chuc mung nam moi!
Posted: Sunday, February 10, 2013 @ 5:01 AM |
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happy cny :)
lool went to heaps of relatives today man almost the entire day and i always got the same 'do well in hsc!' and shizz haha and one of my uncles was like 'get under 99 and you disowned' :'( but oh well izz okey hes not really related (ish i dont even know) to me anyway
anyway since i was driving around a lot between houses i thought about stuff for a while and you know how everyone has like some huge motivation to go into the hsc and do well and stuff? or like all these people say you should have some motivation to do well and shizz? i think one of my main motivations are my grandparents.
i really love them haha and it always makes me tear up when they just hug me and call me rat (mum spread it around and now all my relatives call me that fml) and tell me that they don't need anything else but seeing me do well. obviously, this goes to all the other kids in my family as well, but i dunno it always makes me tear up and cry because all that they want is for me to do well in life and be happy. they don't even care about themselves - i know grandma wants to go back to vietnam but she doesn't because she wants to give as much money as she can to us when she passes away
the same goes for grandpa, he's always really caring to all of us kids even though he doesnt like to show it. i used to really hate him because he'd always yell at me for not doing my homework or for doing things wrong but i know he just wants the best for me. i remember when i told him i got into sydney girls and i swear to god he was like the happiest person out, he seemed happier than both my parents and everything.
right now i just want to get good marks and a good atar for my grandparents. obviously i want it for my own reasons too- i want to get into the course that i want in the uni that i want, and to make my parents proud and everything. but i know that when i'm in a bad mood and don't want to study it'll be my grandparents that i think about.
i didn't make any new years resolutions but i guess i can do one now?
im going to be a better daughter and a better granddaughter, because in the end i know they'll always love me so it's only right that i love them back
(as fucking cheesy as that sounds omg)
yeah that's all i gotta say omg im so sentimental must be that new year feeling that i didn't actually get during the new year this year LOOL
lool went to heaps of relatives today man almost the entire day and i always got the same 'do well in hsc!' and shizz haha and one of my uncles was like 'get under 99 and you disowned' :'( but oh well izz okey hes not really related (ish i dont even know) to me anyway
anyway since i was driving around a lot between houses i thought about stuff for a while and you know how everyone has like some huge motivation to go into the hsc and do well and stuff? or like all these people say you should have some motivation to do well and shizz? i think one of my main motivations are my grandparents.
i really love them haha and it always makes me tear up when they just hug me and call me rat (mum spread it around and now all my relatives call me that fml) and tell me that they don't need anything else but seeing me do well. obviously, this goes to all the other kids in my family as well, but i dunno it always makes me tear up and cry because all that they want is for me to do well in life and be happy. they don't even care about themselves - i know grandma wants to go back to vietnam but she doesn't because she wants to give as much money as she can to us when she passes away
the same goes for grandpa, he's always really caring to all of us kids even though he doesnt like to show it. i used to really hate him because he'd always yell at me for not doing my homework or for doing things wrong but i know he just wants the best for me. i remember when i told him i got into sydney girls and i swear to god he was like the happiest person out, he seemed happier than both my parents and everything.
right now i just want to get good marks and a good atar for my grandparents. obviously i want it for my own reasons too- i want to get into the course that i want in the uni that i want, and to make my parents proud and everything. but i know that when i'm in a bad mood and don't want to study it'll be my grandparents that i think about.
i didn't make any new years resolutions but i guess i can do one now?
im going to be a better daughter and a better granddaughter, because in the end i know they'll always love me so it's only right that i love them back
(as fucking cheesy as that sounds omg)
yeah that's all i gotta say omg im so sentimental must be that new year feeling that i didn't actually get during the new year this year LOOL
