finally printing out my 4u work (all 61 pages) and it feels like im giving birth to a baby cause omfg u are my precious little baby like fuck u and all for being a total bitch to do but you're worth it in the end (you know, if i get band 6+) and i've worked so hard on you and you mean so much to me and i love you even though i dont feel like you're my best work ever.

just wait til i bind it im just gonna be stroking it like its my newborn child.