this is the second day ive done jackshit in terms of work and im starting to get concerned about the amount of work i actually have to do (lol jks im really calm despite having two major english assessments this coming week). i dunno whether or not to go to sleep and just try again tomorrow with a clear and awake mind or to push on through the night and do some work.

i still have to:
- finish reading 50th gate (lol fml)
- finish reading that purple booklet
- do a practice essay
- continue to edit 4u
- do a fucking reflection statement (noooOooOO)
- bullshit my entire journal because im not the type to write things down even though i knew at the beginning of the year i shouldve but omfg noooo i just lose all the sheets that i write on or i don't bother urgh
- print over 50 pages of my (precious) major work
- bind it (and it will be beautiful and complete and will maybe feel worth it)


but basically my problem right now with 4u (it's a really stupid problem) is that i have three different parts in my story yeah and right now theyre labelled as A B and STATION and basically A and B represent two different people and STATION is just a separate scene that runs throughout the thing and i cant figure out a better way of labelling them besides A B and STATION because that sounds so dumb and i don't know what to do because:

a) i don't want to name them because that will mean finding names and i hate finding names for everything (like 99% of all my creatives in english don't name people LOLOLOL) but that seems like the best way because then its obvious there are two different people

b) i want the three headings to be somewhat related or something - or to relate to one of the running metaphors in my work or some artistic  tying in crap like that

c) I NEED IT SOON OMFG I NEED TO SEND THIS OFF FOR A FINAL CHECK OVER ASAP BLARHHHGHGHGHGHGGH WHY