omfg there's a large part of me that just wants to die right now because even though i convinced myself last night that 'oh english is worth like 15% compared to math which is like 40%' i still want to do well. cause srsly come on lets be real everyone feels shit getting a shitty mark even though they're all like 'yeah i dont care anymore'

and then eco omg just kill me now reading through ONE chapter of notes already takes me forever because there's just so much to memorise and then i gotta think about how they all link up and then integration of media and recent events and asdfghjkl; WHY THE FUCK OMG TOO MUCH AND LEGAL TOO WHY DO I DO ALL HUMANITIES WHAT THE HELL WAS I THINKING WHY CANT I BE GOOD AT SCIENCES AND LOGIC

i think the thing is with me is that the subjects that i don't want to fuck up in are the subjects im actually good at like economics and 2u math - like i already have a good rank in them i dont want to lose all that. i care a whole lot less about the subjects i do shit in like legal and 3u math HAHA but truthfully, i really should place the attention i put on the latter subjects on them so that my marks would be a bit more even.

i just don't know anymore.

priorities wat r u even



speaking of priorities by a matter of events i now am the proud owner of an iphone 4! which is pretty friggin old considering it was released in 2010 (okay 3yrs isnt actually that bad) but yeah gonna switch over to that as soon as i can get my sim cut.


okay goodbye time to go kill myself and/or cry myself to sleep about the perilous seas that is hsc.